My Mental Story

Have your ever felt like shit!

Shitty to the point where you feel lost into the distance.

Most days I feel like I’m under a rock.

Whether I’m swimming into the glory days of heaven or sinking into the devils lettuce.

We tell ourselves this feeling will go away soon but it doesn’t.

Then we get put into this deep dark hole called the sunken place.

The people are watching me spiral out of control.

As I sink deeper & deeper into insecurity.

Their is nothing anybody can do to make this feeling go away.

People tend to pretend that they know my feelings & emotions.

Like their a doctor or something.

And almost worst because they were ones that watched us fall completely apart as we sunken into this puddle of insecurity and desperation.

I promise you the road ahead will get better but that feel will always come so be prepared!

I’m no doctor, you can take this piece of advice if you want to but all I’m saying is that “ You cannot heal a lifetime of pain overnight, be patient with yourself. It takes as long as it take to rebuild yourself”